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caelus ([personal profile] receptacles) wrote in [community profile] trailblazers 2024-05-15 02:23 am (UTC)

[ The Trailblazer is very cute. Pink-cheeked, turning redder and redder by the minute, especially because Sunday doesn't so much as seem ruffled by what they just did. The man's effortless calm makes something curdle in Caelus's stomach. What if he's wrong, and he's been misreading the signs, and Sunday really is just toying with him after all?

(He has to have such special doubts, to think that Sunday might not want him, even after kissing him like that.) ]


I'm a little... [ Caelus swallows nervously, suddenly unsure of what to do with his hands. They grip the edge of the counter, turning his fingertips white. ] I'm fine, I just...

[ He shouldn't do this. He's unraveling. He wanted to show Sunday a different side of him tonight, something polished and professional and cool, not the hungry, desperate, innocent thing that blatantly begs strangers to fuck him in the anonymity of his raunchier posts — so why is it that he's wound up like this, anxious and pathetic again?

Caelus hesitates. But even so, he thinks — didn't Sunday sort of like it once? When he said what he wanted? What if he — if he just asks, maybe Sunday will... maybe he can...

Looking shyly away from Sunday's steady gaze, suddenly unable to hold it after all, Caelus mumbles: ]


I want you to kiss me like that again. But I — I don't know how I... how to earn it.

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