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[receptacles]

TFLN OVERFLOW.

for caelus at receptacles.

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[receptacles]

Its gorgeous blue colors soothe and heal me...

Its hynotic curves... its vivid elegance...

[reedsea]

Can't you take a photo of something that has the same traits?

In the meantime, I can't show you my tail every night, but maybe once a week if you really want to see it.

[receptacles]

Why can't you show me your tail every night?

Is there something bad about it?

[reedsea]

It's not that.

Don't get me wrong, I know there are parts of me that you accept fully. Those parts are harder for me to accept. They sit like old wounds, and sometimes it feels as if they'll tear open at the slightest provocation. If I'm too rough, or if I act to rashly, I'll just bleed again.

[receptacles]

Oh...

[ ...

maybe he's been a little insensitive. dan heng isn't a toy for him to play with, and much as his own fascination with dan heng's vidyadharan parts is rooted in wanting the man to accept himself, maybe it's true that caelus has been a little pushy. ]

Well...

It's not really about your tail. I just want to look at you before I fall asleep.

[reedsea]

[ it is good for him, in some ways. if he wasn't pushed, he may not have come as far as he has. ]

I know you do. You also don't have to hide it.

I do like that you like my tail.

It gives me a reason to like my tail. If you like my tail enough, I can find a reason to like it, too.

[receptacles]

What if I get a big Dan Heng plushie? One that has his tail. Would that bother you?

[ think twice about answering this, dan heng. you're gonna get yourself into a "ah yes, me, my boyfriend, and his 500,000 trailblaze fund plushie" situation. ]

[reedsea]

[ ...



actually ]

I'd get jealous.

[receptacles]

You would?!

[ he didn't expect that... ]

[reedsea]

If you're going to put your arms around someone, I want it to be me.

[receptacles]

[ stupid... cute... stupidly cute... ]

You're really just so cute sometimes.

[reedsea]

I'll let you take a picture, but just one. You can't show anyone else, it'll be just for you.

[receptacles]

[ !!!!!!!!!! ]

Really?

Really really?

Really really really???

[reedsea]

It seems to mean a lot to you, so yes.

Really.

[receptacles]

Ah... wait wait wait

If I only get one shot I have to think about this

Like, can I ask you to hold your tail in the shape of a heart, or...

[reedsea]

You're impossible.

Yes, I'll hold my tail in the shape of a heart.

Though I must press again that no one other than you can see this.

[receptacles]

You can press me anywhere you want! I'll password lock it! I'll do anything you tell me to for a week!

[ guy who can't read when he's thinking about his bf with tail heart: caelus ]

Can I... also take some other pics...

I want a picture of you smiling, but it's so hard. You do smile sometimes, for like one second at a time, but I never have my phone out when you're doing it.

[reedsea]

[ it seems that Caelus is serious about it, at least. as long as he's got his message through where the intimacy of photos with his tail out are to be treated like nudes. ]

You're beginning to sound like March wanting to do a photo shoot.

Fine.

You can take as many pictures of my face as you want. I can smile for a couple of them.

[receptacles]

[ nudes... tail nudes...

caelus might even want tail pics more than he wants actual nudes.

...

no, thinking about it, he'd still want actual nudes more. the ultimate prize would be nudes with tail out. mmm... ]

Really? Yay!

That's a March-like response, too. I'm subjecting you to my March impression.

[reedsea]

[ this is the beast he has unleashed ]

We get it enough from her, there's no need to mimic it. Just don't tell her I did it for you.

[receptacles]

She might find out, though. She's got her ways.

Though she's not as obsessed with your tail as I am.

[reedsea]

You do have a penchant for it that I can't say that I fully understand.

[receptacles]

What's there to understand?

Dan Heng cute. Dan Heng tail cute.

[reedsea]

Did you want to be in it? The one with my tail?

[receptacles]

I can take a tail selfie?!

[ he's SO HAPPY right now, dan heng. you have NO IDEA. ]